Just another evening at home~

Writing~

Hmm, well, I am wondering why it's so damn hard to focus on what I want to do most in the world? Why is it so hard for me to sit and focus on writing? I have all the tools, the information and books teaching me what to do! I just stare at the books, get all restless when the blank page is ready to be written on and then I find something else to do or make something to eat, or find someone to go have coffee with! I will even go have a bath before I will sit down and write! What the hell am I afraid of? Failing? Who cares if it sucks, I can write something else or get another day job! What if I succeed? Great!! Then I can go explore the world and write more stuff that appeals to the masses. But really? Can that be it? Are either of those excuses the reason for my stalling every time I must put the stories in my head to paper (or the computer screen)?

Indeed I need a solution! There are teens pumping out incredible stories and I'm just wasting time as if I'm in class studying a subject I hate.

Any suggestions?

Maybe I need a muse... What is a muse anyway? Inspiration? A person or is it anything that inspires you? I think mine is camping. Maybe I should get a car and go camping!!